Someone please tell me how do i change to 'friends only' blog. i cant find the settings.

I finally got an office desk to myself, not only that i got a side drawer too! haha i know its nothing much but its the first time i've got my own space while working. haha.  But travelling to Hougang seems to take more time than travelling to Clementi. sian.

I'm trying to curb myself from online shopping. Obviously the itch is here again. Bah,  I should start making an effort to dress up lest my bf runs away. HAHAHA!

I'm not slacking. =)

So I was down with gastric flu. Its agony.
Didnt went for work today but I'm working from home though. Need to tie up loose ends.
I feel well enough for movies and shopping now. So many movies that we always say we wanted to watch but didnt in the end. Burberry having sale at Suntec. But even then, I'm too broke for that.
I'm trying hard to save for 21st party, driving lessons and lasik.

Little Yuhan and Ethan is celebrating their birthday this Sunday at Sentosa. Haha. Cute..they're 1 year apart and from different sides of my family. I miss Yuhan loads after not seeing her for 2 weeks.

Oh yes, I'm changing to 'friends only; blog after this entry.

Work has been great. Supposed to move to Hougang branch today but the unexpected happened.
I kept having stomachache the whole night and finally in the middle of the night, I puked.
Still having the runs too..going to visit doc in a while.

Screw Starhub for the lousy reception. Hate it.

I've never forget your birthday all these years but I've never wish you ever since we left secondary school. Maybe because the closeness isnt there anymore.  I thought of visiting you but the working hours of mine isnt really convenient. You won't be forgotten for you had formed a part of me, a great part of my secondary school days. I smiled when I thought back of what I did for one of your birthdays then. I stayed up to 12am to wish you and sent a song to your phone, hoping you'll get the meaning. Well, I don't know if you got it eventually. Haa. Nevertheless, happy birthday my dear friend, wherever you are.

Kept crying these days over nothing in particular. Work started, not too bad but it can be better. My designation sounds nice though - Education Management Associate. Having a test on Tue! -_-" I'm just looking forward to a fun night this Saturday with good music and great booze.

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Wee. I got myself a job.
Education Management Assistant, helping to manage a tuition centre.
And because the working hours is 11am-8pm. (Yeah, I've got weird working hours again.)
I decided to switch to Class 3A driving license.

I've been playing mj consecutively for the last 3 days. Tai tai lifestyle. Cassy, mj soon!

I'm bored now!

*EDITED*

Clearing my folders of photos. Came across the Bananas 27 gang photos. Those fun who had, camwhoring everyday. Attending school religiously, never skipping any lesson. Always 4 girls in a row, chatting and doing whats not. Haha. Coincidentally, we all had thoughts of taking PSB course. It would have been fun to relive the year 1 days.


I just came back from an interview. Bah! It doesn't looks good.
Bumped into Emi. She looks much better and more cheerful.

Resting my mind.

On a random night, I suddenly miss the friend who went to a  faraway place very much. I teared and yearned to go back to our secondary school days. To tell him all I had wanted to say then.

I'm thinking of visiting him at his new home soon.

yi qian de wo men, xi huan zhe yang shuo hua.
hao hao zhao gu zhi ji =]

I'm stuck at home on this day feeling extremely bored because the bf got an army recall. -_-"
Wanted to play viwawa but I don't know why I got kicked out of every matches I joined! Damn.

I made Chocolate marshmallow bar on thursday. Presentation wise is not very nice but tastes great okie!
Hahaha.

I'm fucking bored!

I finally uploaded all the photos in my phone to the computer!

Last night, Cassy asked me over to join her at pau's place for mission "Cupcakes making for boyfriends".
So I met them at AMK and we had our lunch before heading to Paula's sexy french place. That girl is having eye candies everyday cos her block is just next to the French School! I find it such a cute sight to see a group of french guys holding on to a cup of bubble tea each. Haha.

We had joy and fun. I'm quite happy that all the 5 girls are here today although beI came so late. I took the first batch of cupcakes first cos the bf is coming to pick me up for our dimsum buffet! The girls insisted that he come up and I, although feeling something amiss, obliged. So it turn out that they had clipped 8 mini clothes pegs on the ribbon on my top without me realising at all! Silly bunch of girls!

Actually, I find it kind of amusing. It actually means that all our boyfriends are going to receive the SAME 4 cupcakes with the SAME colour of icing and the SAME decorations on top in the SAME gift box. HAHAHA! Shared love! =D

Pretty cupcakes.



With a pretty girl. LOL. Why do I have to squat when taking this photo? Because Pau is the photgrapher! HAHAHA. =x And okie, you can see the clothes peg. -_-"




Last week, we decided to celebrate our 7th out of nowhere. Some yuki yaki place in Vivo. Excellant food and place. Pretty steep too but quite worth it.

The salad dressing is really nice.


Everything is included in the combo.


Amazing smokeless bbq! And uber sweet sweet corn.


Yummy dessert!



2 weeks of bumming around. Let's hope I get a job soon. =)

I just saw the CNY pictures. Lovely! I heart my extensions and little yuhan.
She's so cute and adorable and naughty.
For every photos that the big cousins take, she'll sneak in at the last moment and make herself present. Haha.

I brought her along to bh's and jac's places when CUS went visiting. She's so likeable.
I miss her now! =DDD

With paternal cousins.


More on facebook! =)

Its not that often that I sat down and read the newspaper page by page. Usually, I'll flip to the center page for the entertainment news. Ironically, I did the former last night when I had nothing to do cos the bf is using the computer. I chanced upon the photo and find it really familiar. I knew it was someone I know but I couldn't confirm. I read through the whole article.

My concern was confirmed when I read a friend's blog.

Like we always say, life is so short.

RIP, friends.

I'm up after a late night. It was Mambo last night! Its like unleashed! Haha. Cos I finally stepped foot into Phuture with good music and adequate booze. Saw a few friends too. Oh yes, one thing kept floating on my mind. I bumped into an old friend and she's earning 2.3k when she only had O Levels! That kept me thinking and thinking how I can get a job like this.

I can't decide what I'm going to do on my weekends. Too many invites but only 1 me.

Sat - cscc, auntie's place, samuel's
Sun - kaki's, cus, his granny

I'm actually still quite sleepy.

I read through some of my emails just now, those special ones I kept. I feel _____.
Those from Jacq are so mushy but yet true to our hearts.
Those I sent out are sad but contains my truest feeling.
I seldom use emails to communicate(when both parties are in sg) but when I have to resort to that, that's probably the last choice.

8 years back, in the email which Jacq sent, it was already mentioned that I always get my hearts bruised. Oh well.

I reminisced. I think.

I don't know if this is good or bad.
Each time I passed by the same stretch of road, be it in train or in car, I thought of you. Thought of the last walk with you down the same route. Thought of the times where I cried daily cos of you. Of how we were just like strangers in the end. I just can't forget the scenes; at the hospital, at your wake and your funeral. They stayed vividly in my mind.

I was feeling emotional yesterday. I said my goodbyes to my boss and the little girl as they're leaving town this morning. Thinking if I made a right choice to leave. Bah!

No idea why I have to come for work these 2 days. Nothing to do and its just snacking and slacking. FAT FAT FAT!

Its always less tense when you're leaving.
My heart soften and a part of me don't want to leave and be jobless.
Bah. In any case, I'm leaving and having a real long CNY.
As long as I want it and as long as my savings last. haha.

This cracks me up randomly.
I miss my FEI FEI BABY and baby's baby is FEI ZAI.
p.s. Insider joke.

It was a mahjong weekend.
I took mc on Sat so we played late night mahjong at the bf's place on Friday night.
On Sat itself, over to popo's hse for reunion dinner. Steamboat with cousin is always full of laughters.
Mahjong-ed there too and then over to bf's place for mahjong again.
Finally on sunday, we stayed home and played online mahjong.

HAHAHA. He's a mahjong addict or was it me?

5 more working days to go.

There's only one thing in my mind right now.
I wan to quit right away and not report for work at all.
But I can't.

I don't wish to sleep and wake up to a working day.
I need a break before job hunting starts again.

I finally stepped foot into Timbre after hearing the raves abt it for so long. Met Cassy and Randel at PS and off we go!
2 jugs of beer, 1 jug of margarita lime, 2 pizzas and 1 basket of chicken wings.
Good music, excellant company = Lots of laughter and fun.
Especially fun to play 5.10 with them and not forgetting all those mean talks. HAHA.

Sunday
Went to Changi Airport Singpost to renew my PDL and the queue is relatively long and slow. Don't understand why everyone is so anxious to replace their EZ link cards when its still useable till Sept. Anyhow, went back to his place and we decided to wash the car! Quite fun actually.

I feel sickly. Hope to fall sick on tue and I won't have to go to work.
Set on resigning.
I dread work so much that I've not been sleeping well at night.

I need retail therapy.

Back from Cassy's baby 21st. It was so fun to see all the classmates and have fun together but shit them! They were damn shocked upon the first sight of me. Yeah, fat fat fat. Tummy tummy tummy. Minus that part, I still like tonight. Miss them =)

I stopped weighing myself after I realised that I gained *kg a few months ago. Boo!

Time is too little for me everyday. Too little for me to work out, do masks,etc. Haha. laziness too. This is the first time that I havent get any CNY clothes when its just less than a month away.

I wanna club, get high and dance.

Happy 6th! =)

*Didn't realised that the entry wasn't posted. Written on Sat.

I feel very sad, for you and for everyone.

I stared at the display pic and realised my chin isn't sharp anymore. Damn! And bf keep saying I got double chin. I dun have!
But I've gained alot of weight for sure but I look better than before. HAHAHA! minus the tummy.

FUCKING HELL.
I got duped. I dunno who to blame, actually no one. Its just the inexperience fresh graduates problem.
The pay is $****, inclusive of both employer's and employee's cpf. I signed the contract.
Who in the hell will include employer's cpf in the pay?
NBCB.
Meaning my pay isn't high anymore.
The sole reason I'm staying on doesn't exist anymore.
Super discontented now. =\

I'm tired. No mood to celebrate NYE.

Bf and I went to JB for some shopping on Mon.
It was fun! =D

I was home on the New Year Eve.
And still home now.